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When The Going Has Left by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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When The Going Has Left

Everything I Once Had, I Wish I Still Had. There's A Hole In My Heart And Its Leaking Love. 5 Months Is A Bargain Avoid Falling Over… Being The Victim Of Holding On To Something That's Withered Away. I'd Trust That This Pain Has A Blue Print. It's Like A Maze Of Destruction You Were So Beautiful… So Beautiful, Now Ugly. Hum A Tune Lick Your Lips Laugh In My Face. Fall To The Floor And Stair At The Dirt Underneath Your Face. What Are You Waiting For? Get Up And Walk Away, See Yourself To The Door Break It Down One Word At A Time. Break The Silence Put The Ice On The Burse Put The Sting In The Cut. Uh… Is This

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Listen by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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Listen

I don't know what to say to you and I don't know what to do, But i do know how I feel and what I think of you. You only know so much yet so little. I know that we can never be, so let me find a way that this won't hurt me. You know that saying you can only love one? Well I know I love one and another. It's hard for me to say. How blue I feel is deeper than the sea. It won't make a difference how long I wait, it's only fate. Everything happens for a reason. I hate this feeling, the one where my gut, heart, and my sould ache. For our sake, I tried to make it work, I tried to make you mine. Was it only that you w

Vanishing Eyes by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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Vanishing Eyes

It's dark, I hear your voice, but i can't see you. I'm freaking out, I can't find you. I feel afraid and alone... I hear your voice again, i cry out untill I see your eyes... no face, just eyes. I calm down knowing everything's all right. Your eyes soon disappear, I freeze up. I can't speak as i shead a single tear. i can't figure out if it's only my mind, so I sigh as I tell myself there is no such thing as vanishing eyes, just a soul looking for me to set it free and leave it be.

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Lost by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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Lost

I'm lost in a place that I'm unfamiliar with. I have no idea what I'm doing here or even how i got here. I'm nothing, but a lost lonely girl in this tragic world. I'm in a place thats always dark and cold. I can't escape. Here, I'm not even considered a soul. I'm so afraid of what might happen. I can't control anything. I feel pain all over while i sit in the cold darkness alone and afraid. I feel as if I'm freezing to death. I'm so cold, I can't breath,I can't cry. The pain spreads, my soul escaped from the prision of a body.

Vision by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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Vision

When I see you with her, I want to cry When I see you kiss her, I want to die When I see you hold her, I want to scream This isn't how my dream ends! Does the vision of me make you as sick as when I see you? Why all the lies? I feel like you cut me open and ripped out my heart and soul. Are you trying to make me jealous? Are you trying to make me angry? You can stop with all the fake mess! I bet your wispering the same to her as you did me. You knew it would hurt. You wanted me to feel pain all over again. My vision's blured, I can no longer see you.

Painful Hope by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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Painful Hope

As I gaze directly into your eyes, I feel pain As you gaze directly into my eyes, I wish I knew what was in your mind. As I watch you walk with her, I wounder how you truely feel. As I walk with you I can't stop to think, no time! As I watch you kiss her, I hope you feel pain worse than mine. As I wish you'd kiss me one last time... As I stand from a distance, I hope you don't see me. As I walk right past you, I hope you watch me keep walking and not say a word or turn around.

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skyward eyes by harmfulthoughts, literature

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skyward eyes

dont leave your eyes fall back down to earth it only brings trouble and frustration keep your eyes skyward dont fail yourself and be worried by the complexities keep your eyes skyward focus on the simple and honest stand and be awed at the pure emotion the love in the sky but dont fall in love with love because it will eventually lead you back back down to the ruin back down to earth be true to your love be true to your sky

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When The Goner's Gone by Dead-Blackened-Heart, literature

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When The Goner's Gone

So I See The Sun Shines In The Depths Of Hell Even The Walls Crumble In The Sweetest Dreams And A Don't Close Your Eyes To The Flash Of The Eclipse I'm Not AS Blind As Made To Believe My Names Being Called… Fading Away. A..m..a..n..d..a Breath Deep, Can't Sleep You See A Skin Deep Failure Shine A Brighter Light On The Dull As I See It, You Cut Open My Heart And Insert A Razor Blade Wait No Its More Like You're A Dagger Straight Through My Heart …And I'm Dead I'm Breathless, I'm A Goner There's A Permanent Burse On My Heart. They Tell Me To Just Let Go, But It's Harder Then It Looks The Stap

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Current Residence: In My Dark Corner
Favourite genre of music: Not Rap ><
Shell of choice: one to protect
Wallpaper of choice: red
Skin of choice: my very own
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
Personal Quote: dead in your eyes but not your mind

Favourite Movies

The Skeleton Key,Monster,To Kill a Mockingbird,The Exorcisim of Emily Rose, The Note Book

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

MCR-A7X-Butch Walker-Flyleaf-Garbage-AC~DC-Fall Out Boy-10 Years-The Strokes

Favourite Games

Hide And Peak^ ^

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The Computer

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My pencils, pens, paper & my mind Mostly

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thoughts,pain,art,music,poetry,camras,crazy people

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Dead-Blackened-Heart

May 23, 2006

I'm Not Like Them

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You Fade In To The Scene. I Lose My Grip. Remember Now... I'm Not Quiet Like Them... I'm Not Quiet With The New Trend. I'd Like To Believe You Love Me... But The Scene Changes And You Move On... Like You Made Diretors Cut... Like I'm A Phase. Keep Your Trend. Keep It All. I'll Try Not To Fall. Because If Being Fake Is What It Takes... Takes To Be Cool... To Be Loved By You... Then I Don't Wanna Be Cool I Dont Want To Love You.

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Dead-Blackened-Heart

May 19, 2006

he makes me smile for real....

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Dead-Blackened-Heart

May 8, 2006

Fuck It Right?

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I hate me too. I can't help to be selfish or jealous. I'm only human. I can't help but hate the way you say... "I love you" to all those pretty faces. Trust is a priceless yet expensive thing, it can coast a relationship. Drop a line so useless that she walks out, but don't expect me to be waiting when you walk through my door. If I wanted someone else, I'd be with them is it clear yet, all I want is you!

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LuckyCharms1287

May 4, 2011

Rest in Peace Manda, miss talking with you.

Rest in peace, hun.

.. . i don't know you and you don't know me . .. i came across this post from your friend .. . i can only pray for forgiveness of sin .. .

.. .and hopefully, peace .. .

charmed4life

Feb 14, 2011

Life has come
And it somehow has ended
but your spirit is still here
but time is not mended

I love you and miss you panda
RIP Amanda Michelle Wentz

i miss you darling

Rest in peace, beautiful.

agosbeatle

Apr 12, 2009

rest in peace